There is no gatekeeper. God doesn't like you more or less than the nutrinos that were made in the first second of the universe and are continually made in stars all over the universe and nuclear reactions on Earth.

Zero fucks are given whether you think of God or not. It's irrelevant.

Making you feel like you were some special snowflake in the eyes of God was just a way for governments to control you and churches to take all your money.